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2010-07-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

i have moved!! :D http://my-cup-of-mocha.blogspot.com/
please vist! (:

my goodbyes

2010-05-31T16:25:00.002+08:00

hello world!(: well...i know i havent updated in like 6 months.hahah(: anw. idk what to say so im just gonna say that i'll be setting up a new blog soon to start anew(: thanks to those who have read my posts and all. yuck now i sound cheesy.haha(: well, take care all you who see this.(:

bye now. cheers!
God bless!(:

2009-12-09T15:29:00.001+08:00

media fast is over!! ;D lazy to update leh.. ;P

(:

2009-10-24T15:34:00.000+08:00

i feel a little moody.dunno why.maybe im just tired(: so busy, so much to do, but so little time, and at th same time, so little will/discipline.not a very good equation, huh.

im still stuck in th past, unable to pass my Test(s).unable to forget.unable to let go of excess baggage.im still trying.but sometimes i wonder if im really trying my hardest.or am i just comfortable where i am? God, help me.what do i do next? how do i move on? how can i leave with so much unsettled here? is this time supposed to be a break and to help me let go of everything here?

sorry i probably sound whiny.haha(: whoa that really looks like a mood swing. o.O its okay.im not that cheery..yet. (:

quite a few things happened recently, and i really thank God for His grace and mercy and planning.He really is amazing.okay i'd better go..(:

God bless and take care, peeps..(: thanks for merely reading.it helps when you let it out.(: really, God bless.

2009-09-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

so much to do, so little time.life is so hectic.sometimes i wished God would just take me Home, where there's no more sorrow, no more pain, no more tears of sadness.what a wonderful world it must be!!

but i know i have responsibilities here.dont worry, i wont kill myself.hahah(:

i have so many questions, yet so little answers.so many things i want to say to some people, but i dont know how to say it or when it say it or how to say it.or if i should say it, as a matter of fact.lol.

Lord, thanks for sending these awesome friends and parents (and not-so awesome) brother.hahah just kidding about th last part.he adds noise to th family so he can count as awesome, too ;D

i wonder what would happen when we leave, after we leave, and when we come back..(:
but for now, i guess i just have to live out my life day by day, and to just wait and see(:

Hold my heart(:

2009-09-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

how long must i pray
must i pray to You
how long must i wait
must i wait for You
how long 'til i see Your face
see You shining through
i'm on my knees begging You to notice me
i'm on my knees Father will you turn to me

one tear in the driving rain
one voice in the sea of pain
could the Maker of the stars
hear the sound of my breaking heart
one life, that's all i am
right now i can barely stand
if You're everything You say You are
won't You come close and hold my heart

i've been so afraid
afraid to close my eyes
so much could slip away before i say goodbye
i'm on my knees begging You to notice me
i'm on my knees Father will You run to me

one tear in the driving rain
one voice in the sea of pain
could the Maker of the stars
hear the sound of my breaking heart
one life, that's all i am
right now i can barely stand
if You're everything You say You are
won't You come close and hold my heart

so many questions without answers
Your promises remain
i can't see but i'll take my chances
to hear You call my name
to hear You call my name..

one tear in the driving rain
one voice in the sea of pain
could the Maker of the stars
hear the sound of my breaking heart
one life, that's all i am
right now i can barely stand
if You're everything You say You are
won't You come close and hold my heart
hold my heart...

nice song,eh? (:

hmm just realized its sept 11.may God bless those whose relatives passed away that day, 8 years ago..

(:

2009-09-03T21:29:00.001+08:00

must everything be so complicated? is there a need to make things worse? things have been okay lately but why do i feel so moody? argh whatever.too much to think about.i guess it teaches me to really give everything to God and to rest in His everlasting love..(:

but seriously, when i take th time to think about it and not some crappy stuff that make me emo, i really have a lot to thank God for.clothes;food; a roof over my head; things i can use; loving friends and family; th privilege of knowing Him at a young age; great,godly parents; etc.

thank God for His Word too, that i can take comfort in, and to have a "guidebook" to th way God wants us to live..(:

yeap.im definitely cheered up now.and by my own accord.wow i really think im weird sometimes.even that statement is weird.haha(: lol.

thank God, too, for th chance to encourage a friend of mine with this verse that i came across during devotions.she's been going through tough times and i know she'll be able to pull through..(:

Proverbs 18:10
The Name of the Lord is a strong tower. The righteous run to it and are safe.

short,sweet and easy to understand(:

God bless everyone.may He keep you and prosper you..(:

Psalms 23:6
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

thoughts(:

2009-08-06T19:42:00.003+08:00

spent lots of time thinking lately..thank God for my friends and family(:

to (inserts name): even though we have had misunderstandings lately, even though it still hurts, i still thank God for you.you've been a good best friend while you were.i guess th only thing now is to let you go.do what you want(: it will hurt even more if we ~i~ still try.and fail.again..please let me know what i've done wrong.did i do anything to hurt you? don't leave me wondering like this.it's cruel..
thank God i at least have Jesus and my really close friends(and discipler) to lean on..i cant imagine if i have to go through this alone.

to all my beloved friends, if you see this(i doubt you will; i wont blame you if you gave up on this blog already..i almost did..hahah[:), i really want to thank you.for helping me get through week by week.thanks for your encouragements and by just being there to make me laugh and smile is enough to get me through th week.for th random smses with awesome verses or just random,silly ones that make me laugh till my sides hurt.its been awesome knowing you guys and i really,really,really truly thank God for you..(:

i promise, i will try to check and reflect on myself to see if i am a good enough friend for you guys, if my flaws affect our friendships.i will try to change and please correct me if im wrong.i will try to be more teachable and to be th best friend to you.if you really cannot stand me, please tell me.i will stop bugging you..but say it nicely, of course(:

may God bless you and keep you and cause His face to shine upon you,reader..(:

Jude 1:2 - "May God give you more and more mercy,peace and love."
3John 1:2 - "Dear friend, i hope all is well with you and that you are as healthy in body as you are strong in spirit."

God bless(:

hello(:

2009-06-22T17:27:00.001+08:00

back in Singapore!(: really tired and slept like 16-17 hours last night.(: shiok shiok! ;D youth camp was last week, thats why the exhaustion.
i really should do my homework but i havent been doing anything since the start of the month so its kinda hard to start now. haha(:
been thinking about a lot of things, but i know that my Redeemer lives, so i will put my trust in Him and in no one else. ;D

its kinda mind-blowing, isnt it, for the Son of God to pour out His life into a feeble human body, starting out in a virgin's womb instead of just ascending from heaven in all His glory. instead of hanging out with the religious leaders of that time and all the "righteous" people, He spends His time with the "low lifes", the rejects, the sick and the sinners, healing and teaching them. on top of that, He wears a crown of thorns that represents death, is whipped 39 times with a whip that tears out His flesh that represents the 39 roots of sicknesses(its true there are 39 roots/causes fo sicknesses), is rejected and denied by the people closest to Him, dies on the cross (the highest punishment for the lowest of criminals of that time when He didnt do anything wrong) for our sins and rises again on the third day. it pretty much covers all we go through in our life, doesnt it? the crown of thorns so we can receive the crown of life, the 39 whips for our health, His rejection that we may be accepted and loved, His blood that washes away our sins so we can be pure again, and His resurections that we may rise with Him and become co-heirs with Him for the throne of God. imagin the love of God that He sacrificed Jesus, His only Son to suffer so much that we may have the solution to our problems. we wont be free of troubles, because life will definitely bring rainy days, but we are promised real life after this life is over, that we can spent eternity with our Lord and Saviour. how great and awesome is our God! and we can gain all this by just one simple prayer, by admitting that we need Him and apologize for our sins( the things we did wrong) and giving our lives to Him. amazing love...

thank You, God for Your amazing love that You could do so much for us. yet we reject Your Word time and time again, that we disobey You and Your commands, that we keep focusing on ourselves and not on You.
help us to live for You, and that our lives will be a testimony for Your saving Grace.

by the way, guys. go check this out. its awesome!(:
http://tenthavenuenorth.com/blog/2009/06/19/chapter-9-beloved/

heyos(:

2009-04-24T16:25:00.001+08:00

hey peeps(: sorry for not updating regularly. starting to wonder why i started this blog thingey in th first place. hahas(: anyways, school has been stressful, and [CONFESSION!] i havent exactly been studying really hard. heh. *sheepish smile* lotsa things to remember, and im DOOMED. MYEs are around th corner, 5 days away, to be exact, and im still here lepak-ing. urgh. yea. i should probably get my sorry arse/ass/backside/behind/bottom/butt/buttocks[sigh, th wonders of th english word] off th chair. hahas(: anyways,woke up at 11 today, but i would've woken up later if not for th e-learning thing, but then again, if not for it, i wouldn't have had th luxury of sleeping late and waking up a tad bit later than th usual 6.15am(: have lotsa things to tell, not enough pics, though. sad.

there was once, after evening service,and i paid for a plate of food. [chicken rice, i think]. th change i got was 5 really shiny, and get this, they were ALL manufactured oin 2007!! okay, maybe it isnt exactly very important or significant, but i was feeling down that day and it cheered me up. cool, eh? hahas(:

nothing much to say liaos. all th best to everyone having MYEs, and may God guide you as you live life, and breathe air. hahas(:

take care.. oh. and. i thoroughly enjoyed good news Singapore. y'all should've been there. it was TOTALLY AWESOME. i was renedered speechless at God moving through th crowd, and i could only stand amazed at God's work.(:

God,helpme. ibelieveicandoallthingsthroughYou,
becauseYoustrengthenme,
andforYour glory,andbythebloodoftheLamb,
andtheWordofmytestimony,iwillovercome!!

-[♥]

2009-03-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

God, i have been blessed. thank You for that. thank You for bringing in blessings in th form of friends and family. You never fail to amaze me, th way You know how to cheer me up when im down, like th time i was topping up my ez-link card, i inserted $10 and $20 came out, and some stranger claimed it.(:
even in th midst of troubles, You send angels in th form of close friends that give words of encouragement that i treasure and am truly grateful for. even in th midst of hurts, You show me how to love.
i thank You, Father, for truly touching my life like no one has ever or will, im sure, done before. thank You for helping me impact th lives of others, and help me to do more in th days to come.
help me to touch others not unlike th way You have touched mine.
please give me Your strength to live through each day, and more importantly, to glorify Your name.
in th midst of this turmoil, God, help me see th light at th end of th tunnel. Your light.
set me apart, Lord, and use me to be Your hand extended to th people suffering even more than i. for You have given us all that we need to serve You whole-heartedly with a never-ending love, which is a return for Yours.
You have loved us first, with a love so strong You came to th earth from a life of comfort ad glory to a life that is below You, and died for th things we have done wrong, for a people undeserving.
bring us back to our first love, and never let us go.

♥, adi.

whee!!!!!!!!! ;D

2009-03-06T16:43:00.001+08:00

hey everyone.. ;D soryy i haven't exactly been updating regularly. ;P school has been hectic and tiring. i know, there are people worse than me, but still. our class does have a huge amount of homework. don't believe me? check out my class blog and see for yourself. th link is on th right. ;D

anyways, i don't think i have any interesting stuff to share. class with 3/5 is fun, though. ;D i have been laughing through homework and class ever since i changed places with Syhirah. i am supposed to sit like in th very front row, then it became 2 rows back. ;D its so much better, and even my form teacher, MS UMA! agreed it was better. hahas ;D i hope it's permanent, 'cause it's sort of a win-win situation, and i love it there. ;D

today's e-learning day, so i get to lepak at home.. ;D going hand-billing later, with Claudia and Marcus and possibly Jeremy, but he hasn't replied my sms yet.(: ohwells.

our net is "multiplying"!! my bestfriend and goodfriend are both in th other net.. /: ohwells. no choice bahs(: at least i still have Claudia and Natasha and Marcus(:

oh and i had this devotions and i think it's really good. hope you don't mind if i type it out. if you do mind, well. too bad. hahas ;D dedicated to all fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. ;D
what's pulling your train?
if we compare our relationship with Christ to a train, we have to allow faith to pull us down the track into a deeper relationship with God. faith pulls the cars of fact, feeling, joy, discouragement, loneliness - whatever makes up your train of life. but it's important to remember that faith and fact are like the engine and the coal car; they are never disconnected or interchanged.
Jesus announced that He was standing at the door of our hearts and knocking. He went on to say that if anyone would answer the door and let Him come in and reside in his home, He would come in and share a meal as a friend. the fact is: when you have repented of your sins, Christ has forgiven you of your sins and wants a relationship with you. and by faith, you believe in Him. the just shall live by faith.
there is no other engine that pulls the train, and no other coal car that feeds the engine except the fact that you have been forgiven. the other cars in your train may come and go. there will be days when you experience feelings of joy. you may be overwhelmed by His presence. there may be other days when you have feelings of loneliness or discouragement, or you may be sick and not feel a thing.
you may think your train has been derailed because you can't feel God. during those times, Satan will work like crazy to make you think you're not a Christian. he'll tell you that you never were saved in the first place. or he may bring up a sin from your past and try to make you think that God can't possibly forgive you for that. don't believe Satan.. even for a second!
instead, keep doing what you've always d0ne : continue reading your Bible. keep praying to your Heavenly Father. and no matter what the weather is on the outside, keep the Son shining in your heart by steadily growing in His Grace.

i hope you are encouraged... ;D

anyhow, i can't seem to be able to upload pix.. ohwells. hahas ;D i'll try another day.

oh yea! i just realized, this is only th second post of th YEAR. hahas ;D man. my blog is almost dead alreadys. nevermind. random. hahas ;D

oh yea. im going to genting on th 14-15 of march. ;D it's gonna be awesome!! th only drawback is that its on from saturday-sunday, and its with my maternal extended family, but at least it gives me a reason ito skip GB camp.. wahahahaha ;D ohwells. i plan to buy lotsa stuff.. ;D

take care and God bless, people. hope those who are taking/ have taken your exams are done and have good results! ;D

take me to where there's fun, light and laughter. take me to Your presence. take me to where you forget.

Times...

2009-01-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

hey all(: this is a song that i find really meaningful and really speaks to hearts. not sure if you can find th song on youtube, but these are th lyrics(:

i know i need You
i need to love You
i'd love to see You but it's been so long

i long to feel You
i feel this need for You
i need to hear You
is that so wrong?

now You pull me near You
when we're close i fear You
still i'm afraid to tell you all that i've done

are You done forgiving?
can You look past my pretending?
i'm so tired of defending what i've become
what have i become?

but i hear You say
My Love is over
it's underneath
it's inside
it's in between

the times you doubt Me
and when you can't feel
the times that you question
is this for real?

the times that you're broken
the times that you mend
the times you hate Me
the times that you bend

My Love is over
it's underneath
it's inside
it's in between

the times that you're healing
and when your heart breaks
the times that you fell like you've fallen from Grace

the times that you're hurting
the times that you heal
the times you go hungry and are tempted to steal

in times of confusion
in chaos and pain
I'm there in your sorrow under the weight of your shame

I'm there in your heart-ache
I'm there through the storm
My love I will keep you by My power alone

I don't care where you've fallen or where you have been
I'll never forsake you
My love never ends
it never ends..

yoyo!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ;D

2008-12-31T17:06:00.000+08:00

hey all!! ;D actually quite lazy to blog liao. haha ;D well, just came back yesterday from KL with my family and Adele's family. (: it was mega fun. ;D we went after th Christmas service, which had less people than i expected. last year th sanctuary was packed full, even with overflow. this year th balcony wasn't filled, though th first level was. ;D well, th dancers had alot of fun upstage, and th best thing was that alot of people were saved!! ;D loved th whole service. (:

after th service, our 2 families headed to my place, then we started th long drive toward Kuala Lumpur(: okay. will just give you th gist; otherwise th post'll be super long. haha ;D okayy.
we reach on thursday, do some shopping, Adele and me falling asleep at like 2+ cos we're talking. haha ;D friday, we wake up at 2, go for lunch, shopping, etc. haha ;D fall asleep at about th same time again. actually we fall asleep at around that time like every night. haha ;D anyway, sat morning, we leave early, headed to Ipoh for cave exploring. cool, eh? haha ;D anyways, we spend like half th day there, then more shopping. we had dinner near a pasar malam. chicken rice. haha ;D after dinner, th silly girl(Adele) was taking sooo long just to choose her sunnies, and ended up not buying anything. hahas ;D lols. spent th night at a hotel, which was thankfully better than eagle ranch resort. haha ;D much less flies. ;D sun morning we wake up, go for brunch, then more shopping haha ;D we visited a castle called "Kellie's castle" which was hot and dirty and incomplete, but still cool nonetheless.(: headed back to KL that night, and we had roti prata at home for dinner(: Camp rock movie!!! ;D mon morning, th usual. shopping!! ;D haha. my family went shopping, but th Lee family stayed at home. then we met for dinner, by which we were already very tired. tues morn we woke up, had homemade french toast(i think th only homemade meal th whole trip) then one our way to th bus station back to sg(: then th bus dropped us off at Novena square. dinner, then back to home sweet home(: Adele, her bro(Rueben) and i took th train back, while my parents, my bro and their sis(Shannen) went back via taxi with th luggage. their parents stayed in KL for awhile more, before heading here with their car. they came to pick Rueben and Shannen, and Adele stayed here at our place(:
~th end~ haha ;D

man my bro can get so impatient. sigh. more updates another time.. ;D

take care and God bless!! haha i dont think many people come here anymore, cos i dont update regularly. haha ;D

man, im so not ready for school.. ;D

i thought i forgot you. looks like i haven't. why is it so hard? sigh... i still do, you know. beginning to wonder if you do. lol.

heyo.. :D

2008-12-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

hey everybody!!! :D so excited about youth camp!!! :D wahahaha :D

i love 180!!! :D it was so fun!! my gosh. i REALLY don't mind having a dance competition again.. :D i have had th privilege of performing in front of so many people, and to watch others dance as well. totally awesome!! :D congrats to region 11/12 for winning th dance competition!! :D you guys deserved it, especially th amount of effort showing through your movements, your faces(especially Gin Ming's) showing th joy you have in you, and even th beauty of how you are able to deliver each step like how you are supposed to. all in all, it was awesome.. :D once again, congrats! and i really also want to thank th dancers in region 1/2 for th awesome serious yet fun times we had during practices.. i really miss those, although we do always see each other every week.. haha :D

i have a lot of expectancy for this year's youth camp. im really looking forward to th different things that are going to happen there. it's just too bad some people can't go... ): oh wells, there's always next year, right..? (: okayy, not always but still.. you get my point. (:

haha(: sorry i don't update often. (: th last time i blogged was last month. haha(: sure lose to Gin Ming, who updates practically everyday.. haha :D

haha(: have work tmr. i wanna watch tv, but my mum is having a meeting there. so i can't. lollers. i should probably go to bed, but im not exactly falling asleep now. haha :D

well.. God bless and cya when i do.. haha :D take care..

gosh.. is it so hard to not think of you? then why do i always do? 3 days is already torture. what about seven hundred and thirty?? :(

adi is very happy..

2008-11-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

as the title states, i am very happy today :D 4 awesome things happened in about 5 minutes(except for th last one).

1. got my phone back!!! :D
2. got an awesome new watch that is totally awesome :D
3. got my streaming results, and i will be studying in the triple science and A-maths class.. :D
4. got money!! :D got my pay luh.

:D so, im very happy now.. :D really thank God :D

well.. nothing much to do now.. :D wahahaha :D at least can sleep in tomorrow so don't have to worry :D hope i don't exceed my sms limit again, though. hehe :D

well, tomorrow's gonna be a long day, still, but i can't wait :D sunday, too.. :D reallyy excited about 180 and youth camp as well.. :D

that's all folks! haha :D take care and God bless :D

lalala :D

2008-11-20T17:04:00.004+08:00

seems like everyone's bored this hols. hahas :D i would be, too, if it wasn't for work. :D speaking of work, i was supposed to go to work today but didn't coz i woke up at 10 instead of being there at 10. hahas :D super tired luhh. then i cal my boss tell her i overslept and would be there late. the convo is as follows:

me: hello? aunty Lee Chuin? er Adilia here. i overslept and would be late for work.
boss: oh then it's okay lah.. today you just rest lor.
me: huh? it's okay luh..
boss: huh? oh. okay lor. up to you lah.
me: ok. thanks bye.

after awhile...

me: hello? uncle Anthony(co-boss)? er i don't think i will be going for work today..
boss: oh okay luh. bye.
me: okay thanks. bye.

so, now i am here slacking, chatting with people(though not someone), blogging and playing com until going for dance at 6 later :D hahas(:

yeesh. feel like typing but also dunno what to type. hahas :D

i woke up at 1 today after falling asleep again. :D woke up to a noisy house with relatives visiting. :D th first sentence i heard was(in hokkien), "big one leh?" the reply was, "sleeping" haha :D

heard really sweet words spoken on tuesday night.. :D not about to say. not in a million years. the only people who know is the person who said them, God and my diary :D okayy, fine. my diary is not a person, but still.. you get my point :D

really excited about 180 and don't know what to expect(: a little worried, too, but it's not too bad :D

YOUTH CAMP IS COMING!! man, i really can't wait.. :D awesome man!! :D wahaha :D
the only sore point about it is that a few of my friends aren't going.. :( but at least it's only 4 days so it's not too bad :D

my mum just confirmed something with me yesterday, and only very few people know.. :D more information will be given when the date of the event approaches :D

lols.. not very sure now.. haha :D

my mum and bro and 2 little girl cousins went to the coffee shop downstairs and met aunty Karen, my friend's mum. :D so now, im alone now except for my uncle(:

nothing much more.. hahas :D oh!! my results for class streaming is coming out tomorrow and i am so excited!! :D hope i can get into triple science and A-maths next year :D

take care people.. happy hols for the people with hols, happy working those with work, and happy schooling those still in school :D going for dance soon.. :D

take care and God bless, people :D

heyo :D

2008-11-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

wow. it's almost a month since i last blogged... well, time flies when you're having fun, i guess.. hahas(: though, th only thing is i haven't been having much fun with stuff and decisions... lollers (:

miss all my friends..

oh! OH! guess what? I'M WORKING!! WAHAHAHAHA :D i have an awesome job with awesome food (in not-so-awesome places :D), though th distance from my house to my workplace is not so awesome either. it's like 1hr journey... lollers(:

well, i still don't have my phone with me.. :'( very VERY bored without it.. want to sms and talk to people also cannot :'( wahh!!!!!! mans... another thing.. :( Adele will be going to youth camp straight, and not back to Singapore first, so we'll see her less another few days.. :'( *sigh* lollers..

there's another good thing, at least. YOUTH CAMP '08!!! WAHAHAHHA :D
oh!! almost forgot there's also 180 coming up!!! all who read this blog (and is in Singapore) is officially invited to come. there will be a rocking dance competition, games, food and a whole lot more!! wahaha :D it's in yishun, beside th shell petrol staion near th yishun MRT station :D come join us on th 30th november '08(Sunday) at 6.00pm till about 7/8pm. rock on, people :D

well, just hope i can get through another hectic week with work, dance, etc. lollers. haha(: really thank God i can always know and trust that He is there :D

I can do all things through Christ..
I can move a mountain if You are the strength of my life.
I can do all things through Christ.
If You are the strength of my life... (:

yo yo!!! :D

2008-10-28T16:43:00.002+08:00

hey guys! (: haha sorry for not blogging since like th ancient times... haha(: it's been quite awhile since i have used a com because of exams, school and stuffs so yea... haha (: speaking of exams, i really thank God for my awesome results :D hopefully, will be able to get into th triple science class, and th chances are quite high, unless God wants it another way and i get into another class.. (: most of my classmates are going to that class, though, but a few are not 'cause their results weren't favourable... so yea. lol.
Adele, my cousin came to my house for th rest of th school term but went back yesterday. miss her already, along with Jie Cecilia and team, and Jie Bee Ling. Jie Bee Ling used to be my friends and my children's ministry teacher and i really miss her warm smile... it's really a pity that she had to join th Lord in Heaven so fast... too fast, in fact. well, when it's time, it's time. it was a life well spent, though, and im happy that at least she impacted many lives before she left...*sigh*
was at a sleepover th previous night, at Natasha's place. it was uber fun :D we kept laughing th whole night. there were 4 of us. Natasha(DUH!), Francel, Adele and myself. wahahaha!! :D wish we could do something like that again... haha :D we slept at 4.30 and woke up at like 11. haha :D the next day, Nat and Franny went to watch HSM3, which i watched with a few friends last friday :D, and Adele and i went home before Adele went to KL with her family... she's coming back in time for youth camp, though.. :D
nothing much to say liaoz... :D well......... haha :D miss all my friends already.. will be at a class gathering tomorrow :D haha. busy day tomorrow, 'cause i also have 2 other things on on th same day and will be travelling a lot... haha :D
well, that's all i've got to say, i guess haha :D cya peeps... (:

Close your eyes and imagine,
th sandy beach glistening in th sun.
Waves lapping at your feet, beckoning
you into th cool, refreshing water.
Th sound of children's play reaches your ears,
making you smile. Adults playing their own games,
all taking a break from their busy schedules.
You're strolling down th beach, friends
flanking either side of you, none of you speaking,
each enjoying a new day in his or her own way.
Th cool breeze blows in your face. You inhale th
salty air and sigh. What a perfect day...

To All Teachers....

2008-09-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! (:

many thanks to all the teachers who have taught us over the years
(i know it's no easy task. haha)
may God to bless you, that you may continue to bless other kids as well.. (:

God bless!!! (:

Updates!! (:

2008-08-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

i am bored. im supposed to be at Yishun right now. but im here. right at home. staring blankly at the computer. typing.

im supposed to be leading worship for 3-6 tomorrow and i still haven't chosen the songs im gonna sing. is Shamah going to be there? i hope so. i don't want to lead alone. not without her. it's awkward without her. very very awkward.

happy happy happy.. xD finished 3 of my 6 worksheets meant for my holiday homework. (: have a lot of projects, though. have GB heritage trial thingy(which has little progress), science group work(no progress at all) and science individual work which i have no intention of doing, because i have no idea if im supposed to do it alone or together. all in all, i have a lot of homework. blagh.

had a nice time yesterday at net. it was stupendously fun. (: the rest wanted to watch the 9 o'clock show on channel 8, but there were 2 reasons why i didn't watch it with them.. 1. i sent Claudia home since she had to be home early as she had leave Singapore early this morning.
2. my mother thinks its absurd and doesn't think it's a good show.
so, i was spared the misery/indulgence(however you view it) of watching it. lolz. frankly, i don't really see what is wrong with that show, but since mummy said so, well then she has to be right, since she usually is. lolz.

i have been stuck at home since i woke up and am dying to get out of the house, but.. i have to stay home. i can't even go to a church mate's wedding. lolz. i shall sign off now; i have nothing else to say. lolz. haha (:

God bless!!! (:

congrats!!

2008-08-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

Congrats team Singapore for winning a medal at the Olympics!! haha (: jia you!!! (:
it's good to win, sometimes, and sometimes if its the opposite. (:

finally, after 48 years!! haha (:

God.. is God

2008-08-21T20:52:00.004+08:00

God, is God
and I am not;
I can only see in part
of the picture He's painting.
God, is God
and i am man.
so I'll never understand it all,
for only God is God.

i failed Geography. by one pathetic mark.

so very happy!!!

2008-08-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

i am happy today. various reasons.

why i am happy:
1. Natasha's back!! (:
2. good results for both papers i got back (maths & Chinese-i know. shocking, eh?)
3. i am a child of God!!! :D muahahaha.
4. tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!
5. i have a good feeling about my other papers(since i did quite ok with the 2 others) (:

why i am not happy:
1. i not sure if i am going for edge this Saturday
2. my stomach is in pain
3. i have a lot of things on my mind(i always do. lolz)

anyways, my happiness majors my saddedness so im HAPPY!!! Yippee!!!

i don't know what else to type. lol.

haha (: God bless you with favour like He blessed me!! (: God bless!! xD

on sunday...

2008-08-03T16:15:00.001+08:00

i am blogging at Joanna's place for the second time. haha (: went to macs for lunch just now after class which was taught by my net leader, Mr. Wong Meng Fei (not sure if it's spelt with an i or e, so haha xP).

i made up a new word! lolzie. you know lolzie? pronounced as lawl-zee and not laou-zee. haha sorry im super bored. Joanna's asleep and we have to go soon. lots of things i wanna say but i forgot them all.

oh. by the way, if you're wondering how nice Joanna's laptop is to type, its like super nice lorhs. very very nice to type.. hehe (:

missing Aunty Mary, Uncle Sam, Jie Abby, and of course, Jie Cecilia, who are in Timor Leste now.. hopefully the days will pass quickly until their return.. (:

gotta go now.. we're off to Church!!( sorry for the super quick post) xD

God bless!!

Random.. xP

2008-07-22T21:30:00.001+08:00

i have just realized, i sign off with God bless for most of my posts, and this is my 3rd post for the day. wow. hehe sorry random.. xP

GOD BLESS!!! (:

To Sis Amy...

2008-07-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (:
God bless youz... (:

2008-07-22T21:20:00.001+08:00

yoz!! (: nothing much to say... the weekend was great!! (: did the usual stuffs.. yadayadayada, yea. hehe (:

Dora Lee asked if my house was open, and i still don't know yet coz well, i need confirmation from my dad if our house is "free". not sure if the net meeting place will be confirmed before i can get an answer... lol (:

had a New South Whales(NSW) maths exam today, and i didn't bring my calculator.. i was going to die.. ): same thing for chinese compo test.. didn't bring dictionary. Thank God for Gabriel's extra one.. if not, i would have torn my hair apart. almost didn't finish even WITH it. thank God i managed to, though xD haha

hmmm.. basically that's it. oh wells. i shall sign off now.. GOD LOVES YOU!!! (:

love Him..! (:

Encouragements... (:

2008-07-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

hey all!! (: haven't blogged for quite awhile... been busy with.. stuff. (: lots of things happened that i don't think i want to explain. basically, things happen and the only thing we can do is get on with life. i guess i can only encourage you, to push forward. don't do things you might regret. if you have problems, come talk to me. i will try my best to help you.. (: if you are a Christian, i encourage you to be a light for Him. let His glory shine through in everything you do. keep hoping on Him. keep praying. He will most definitely be willing to help you in times of need. (:

anyway, something happened in class today and i was very disturbed. sometimes i don't understand why some people can do something wrong and not feel guilty. i guess sometimes things happen because of 2 parties; it takes 2 hands to clap. *sighs* oh Lord. help. so many things happening around.. my mind is blank now. lol.

tomorrow is FRIDAY!!! yea baby!! xP i have to buy snacks tomorrow... thinking of what to buy now.. i have in mind what i want to buy.. but im not telling.. MUAHAHAHA!! lol. xP hehe

Psalms 4o:30-31
30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and will not be faint.

To Racel Dass and Marcus Low...

2008-07-01T20:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! xD

may God fill each of you with His goodness and everlasting love... God bless! (:

Update of sorts.. lol

2008-06-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

at Joanna's place now... muahahaha xP Joanna and Francel went down coz Jo wanted to cut hair so im alone at her place using the com... kinda weird.. haha lol.

i feel a lot better than i have in days(since yesterday). today was super high and looking forward to evening service later...

lemme see... haven't posted since wednesday so i shall see what i can remember about the days from then until now...

cant remember much but i do remember once i forgot to bring my wallet to school.. then i freaked out one second and then shurgged it off. borrowed from Cheryl some money to eat then returned her the next day. it was thursday i think.. lol.

thursday and friday quite fun. hanging out with Hui Sing, Li Wen and Cheryl... haha lotsa laughs... lolz

friday night was also quite fun.. haha after net lesson some of us stayed at the house to play audition(which i suck at) and the rest went to macs for "supper" lol i didn't go coz mummy didn't let, so watched others play audi..

yesterday was also quite fun... slept until like 11am then watched the latest buzz, hannah montanna and a bit of ben 10.. haha. then did homework like a good student should(hey! my homework is due on tuesday but i finished already, ok? lol) and then read a bit of the left behind series(the adult version), which mummy so kindly helped me borrow from the library..(though she did borrow books 8 and 11 by mistake instead of books 1 and 2 but at least i have something to read.. haha) so yea.

today is ok.. so far. in the morning, me, Dora(Lee) and Timothy helped to arrange the chairs in the 3-6 cw room.. then helped a lady arrange the tables in the nursery coz obviously they couldn't have the tables int he middle of nowhere, coz the babies wouldn't have enough space to play. lol then went to kfc and sun plaza for lunch, then headed to popular with Ruth & Esther Chee, Joanna, Francel and myself to buys some stuffs, which was(thankfully) 20% off. saved quite a lot... then now at Jo's place.. quite bored. they still aren't back yet. lol.

sians. don't wanna stop typing. it's quite fun.. just letting your fingers run over the keyboard, typing anything that comes to your mind(well not everything coz that'll be silly) lol. ok. enough typing. silly me.. don't feel like stopping. then again, im very thirsty.. lol me leg has fallen asleep just sitting here in the same position. have pins and needles. lol they're back.. haha got to go.. bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God bless.. xP

Stuffs

2008-06-25T21:02:00.003+08:00

Haven't posted in a long time... sorry for not updating... hehe busy with schoolworks.. tired. someone hasn't texted me for like, 3 days. getting worried that the person's mad at me or something.. sighs.. my phone's been very free lately.. is everyone busy? *sighs*

anyways, we took class photo yesterday, and GB today.. yesterday so pai se.. haha went in late and everyone waiting for me.. i think they started early or something. but i was just finishing to eat when Mdm Lai came to find me... i felt so bad, and to make things worse, i pulled my tie too much, and it fell apart(actually it was Hui Sing's).. haha then thank God Mary was so helpful and helped me tie it.. (: then today's was even worse.. at 12.15 i went to change, then realized that i didn't bring my belt, cap and lanyard and had to walk all the way back up to get them again. so sad, right? then i went up to the benches outside the hall, and one of the girls already there told me, " we might not take our photo today because Miss Foo wants to use the hall. then im like, "WHAT? then i changed for nothing..!" but, in the end, we managed to take our photo after Miss Foo made her "speech" and dismissed the rest of our level (and the sec 1s) lol.

so tired.. and least there wasn't any homework today, though i did have piano class.. tomorrow have the worship thingy with Janet, but im not sure... *sighs*

miss Natasha loads!!! as well as all my church friends, and GROUP ONE friends... :'/

better go.. cya! (: God bless.. take care!

Dear Dad...

2008-06-17T14:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

i love my dad! dad, thx for everything u've done... i appreciate it.. (: LOVE U!

hehe.. i know it's a little to late, but who cares? xP

Long time

2008-06-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

Saturday was great! slacked the whole morning then ate breakfast at home (parents bought back xP) then went for edge.. then went for dinner which was the best part of the day. went to LJS for dinner, where the girls were sort of lazy to get out of the table... what?! we were stuck inside! anyway, kind Nigel Chua wrote down our orders on a piece of paper then went to queue. the poor cashier was so confused that when Nigel gave him $47, he gave him back $46! of course, our honest R1n2 boys corrected him and got back the correct amount of change.we had a lot of fun. oh, and we girls took a few pictures... but i cant seem to be able to upload any of them... i mean i can, but they're not in the right order, so... *shrugs*

anyway, on Sunday i was on duty for 3-6, and the kids were super cute! then had worship rehearsal... it was great! haha but then came band... me n Sam felt no point in carrying on... coz nobody listened and everyone was playing their own thing... no offense, guys. but seriously, we're supposed to be playing for the kids, not playing youth songs. i dunno.. just, try and work together, kays? if not, there really is no point in us as a band anymore... anyways, to look on the brighter side of things, Shamah, Sam, Anita and i went to the nursery before the service started... all the kids were so cute! during the service, my head was kind of light. no, not headache but like the world was spinning. then had dinner at CWP..fun!! (: played taboo after that...

yesterday was great! went for lunch with Cecilia, mummy and Gaius at RP... met Seraphine there, then went to CWP walk awhile, then headed to aunty Lee Chuin's house for dinner, which was great...

now, im very bored... lazy to do homework.. what? im human too, k? xP

cyaz!! God Bless everyone! (:

LaLaLa^^

2008-06-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

im back from net!! haha net was fun! the lesson was short and we played games as a net after that... Dora, Claudia and me kept laughing because we threw pillows at the guys and it was so fun! haha (: i was(am) high and kept acting crazy... the gals kept laughing at me and just basically, we had fun (: tomorrow there's edge, and i don't know what im gonna do before that... go out with my family for lunch or something i guess... *shrugs* im having mixed feelings about tomorrow... coz its Saturday!!! but, Natasha won't be there(DUH she's in Uganda) and it'll be quite different without her. at least her BEST FRIEND will be there (: and most of my friends will be there so... yep (:not sure if i'll blog tomorrow; or on Sunday, for that matter, but will try... (:

wow it's 11.20.. better go... bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

Random... (:

2008-06-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

hello!! (: today while me, mummy, Faith, and Gaius were having lunch, there was this guy, who was so creepy. he said "hello" like, really close to my ear, and i turned around, expecting it to be someone i know, but this guy was like, standing so close to me, and i got a shock. thank God i recovered and managed to say "oh sorry" and move away... scary sia. haha. anyways, yesterday and today mummy said she wanted to bring us to macs for breakfast. but, yesterday we didn't go because we were all asleep, and today we didn't go again, because it was raining... *sigh* sad right? i was so looking forward to eating mcmuffins for breakfast... so sad haha (: we're having net tonight at Marcus' house... can't wait to see my friends again after so long... :P though can't see others... ),:

anyways, i shall sign off with this pleasant statment: JESUS LOVES YOU!! xD